tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8006924632883479868.post3137107165179910092..comments2023-05-18T03:34:16.994-07:00Comments on My Lump and I.: Day 19 "EMOTIONS"Gabbeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05544911314503063177noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8006924632883479868.post-61712346091252320732010-08-22T19:14:04.913-07:002010-08-22T19:14:04.913-07:00Gabi,
I feel your pain . When they told me about m...Gabi,<br />I feel your pain . When they told me about my cancer on my face the fear i felt of the unknown was something I could not describe. Not knowing what I would look like (if I would have a nose or if it had gone to my bone ) was somthing you might be going through. I THOUGHT ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME. So I won't tell you everything will be fine, because I don't know if it will. What helped me was to take a picture after the cancer was out and before the plastic surgery, so I would not remember the way it looked before the cancer but at how much the plastic surgery had helped. When the surguen said the swelling and bruising and the skin would relax to where it needed to be... would get better I thought: bullshit it looked like crap for along time.At that time I cried alot for what I had lost. I hid it because I wanted to not seem like I was wallowing in it. I didn't go to church at that time, but I believe in the Armor of the lord now. Gabi I'm sorry you have to go through this, as the days go from I can do it to shit I don't want to do it. I will include you in my daily prayers.<br />SharonAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8006924632883479868.post-1271105576439638232010-08-19T06:08:08.282-07:002010-08-19T06:08:08.282-07:00From Lisette (Your Big & Older Sister)
Thank ...From Lisette (Your Big & Older Sister) <br />Thank you Gabbee for making my bday special. Im glad you held off on giving me my card until dinner b/c otherwise yes I wld have been a mess emotionally too. It is hard for me to show emotions sometimes b/c I am used to being the rock of the family. I also don't want to overwhelm you with what I may be feeling. It is also hard for me to believe that you have been diagosned with breast cancer. I wake up some mornings saying Holy Crap my baby sister has cancer. Even though I may not be having the physical part of what you will experience I am feeling all of your emotions and must admit am scared, sad, angry, mad, grateful and so on. I mean your my sister, my best friend, the person I lean on for good & bad times, the one who laughs with me and cries with me, the one who I trust. I love you soo much! I do feel very strongly that you will beat this, will it be a long road to get there Yes but I know you will and I will be there right beside you helping you get that victory. No matter what I am here for you and like my profile pic say's Your battle is my battle supporting you until you win! Love ya!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8006924632883479868.post-10819037505529232002010-08-18T22:49:41.509-07:002010-08-18T22:49:41.509-07:00Gabbee, I am overwhelmed at you wonderful writings...Gabbee, I am overwhelmed at you wonderful writings. I love, understand and appreciate your wide range of emotions. Please keep up the great effort. I believe that a lot of people will be helped by it!<br />Lord, please bless Gabbee with a surgery date that is in the VERY NEAR future. And, please fill her and Cory with that wonderful Peace of yours. Thank you, Lord!!!Roger Dhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11663922828872205365noreply@blogger.com